Miracles dont happen

Miracles seems to not like me at all and neither does hope or happiness. well in simple term people always use is well MY LIFE SUCK well mine isn't much better.

It's always the simple things in life which makes you so angry so happy so sad or so dead. and beneath all these terrible things I have a "special" person in life which is always causing more trouble and misery. Why can't you just back of when things are getting worst instead of adding oil to the fire. Is there tumor in your head? or do you just not understand the SIMPLE word - back off!

And yes trying to be humble but sometimes being kind doesn't help you in life so to an addition I also have this wonderful person in life which can be super hyper and nice but is also a hot tempered person. It's natural I get it but when the two above people fight its like... the the Big Ben and Eiffel Tower becoming human and fighting =='' horrible and scary and also ridiculous .

Yes. my life is complicated and random and yea other stuff but do i really deserve a life like this?

I know people say we always want more then what we can get but yea i don't like this life. It's always full of sorrow the only thing happy abut it is only from my dad i see him doing good business and all but I don't see myself growing into this world and neither is my height isnt this horrible?

I left nobel and my 27 awesomest friends so practically I have nothing much now really just my boring boring life and my missing phone. see again how my life suck I may believe in miracles but they don't happen in my life. sorry

Owh...thank you

You weren't the first one I met school, you weren't the second either but you're the closest one I got to in new school. And I just wanna say thank you. I'm not sure how I met you big I only remember on my first day of school and the first period was maths and teacher recomended me to copy the index and the work from your execise book cause teacher taught you were responsible and your work is neat.
And teacher was rite and I remembered that our second conversation was during science. We went to science lab and you told me what to prepare and what exerise books ad files are needed for class. How helpful and kind of you :)

And lemme see what I our third conversation hmmmm..... Oh no I think we started to hang out heheh and we became like brother since then;) and we even took the IGCSE test together looked and cheerleaders dance and stare at way other in blank faces 0.0

haha and yes we passed the test but bad news followed :( we wanted to be in the same class together but theclass we wanted to go to has only one seat and we were gonna to be seperated but you said the you learned something from dota -.- which is to never leave your ally behind and decided to go to the other class. :))))) tht meant alot to me and I just wanna day thank you joon how :))))) ily Xp

Yes!! Finally

Yea!!! What a good day it is today filled with good memoris (well kinda)

I came back from school with sweat all over me after getting down fro
the sardin packed bus. It was so hot inside and furthermore the fan was only blowing towards the others. But it's alrite caz id nummy or daddy had to sent me to school everyday it will be very troublesome and stressful. Did I mention mummy was anti-traffic jam 0.0

yea so mummy and daddy has to go to work to earn money. The sacrifices we make these days haiz xD

Anyways, I came back and went straight to my room and slouch back on my chair bad turn on the comp. Suddenly outbound no where daddy appeared in front of me but it was mo harm . Daddy just told me to bathe quickly so that I can go or piano class. :/
so I took my last glance at maxis.com.my iPhone pg before going to bathe. So I went down stairs and got my bag for piano class bit daddy said that it will only take fifteen min. to go there me and mummy waited. I sat down and watch tv then suddey daddy ask me to come forward to him. I wonder why hmmmm..... So he took out an iPhone and showed it to me I was so excited the he said it was for mummy. So I said I would have chosen black cover if it was mine and get a 16 G one. Then he said it it's yours larh :) a smile broke into my face and I hugged daddy. From now on I have an iPhone yea!!!!! ^^

thanks daddy <3

Never thought...

I never thought that changing school will be this hard and torturing like this :(
but I'm marching forward designing my new future putting the past at the back but not forgotten.
Its been three weeks now tough I havent make much progress but its worth the shot cause there always a rise and fall in life and now I'm just at the start of the falling. Trying as hard as I can to maintain my buoyancy even though I am going through torbulance but I'm still holding on :)

Life is hard but everyone is goint through it , I will wake up every morning in my little hole feeling miserable but I will always remember the friends who will stand there for me going through all the hard times in life.

Thank you you guys

ILY IMY

Its devastating

I never expected this day to come so fast. The say when my parents said : we found you a new school... one of the most devastating news I have to hear in my whole life. Life was getting along so well and now I have to make a drastic change :(

Thanks esther , sandra , imran for all the support you gave me

You guys are wonderful <3>

Imran the joker ;

Esther the BOF lover ;

and

Sandra the monster

Love you guys...

and to the other ppl maxine , dom, nicholas, alex, fran, daniel lam, daniel ong, hung kit and etc etc.

love you guys <3

It was a mistake

You think you're so great and powerful in everything you do. You think that you're always right and everybody has to follow you. You think that you're the only one who can speak for him/her self. You think that being older make you in control fro everything. Well I think you have a brain tumor. So get a scan or anything and go see a a doctor to teach you how to get rid of that lousy ego you have. Yea and once more get clear that people have emotions too. Pathetic

Oh wells....

I didnt get to watch avatar because i got the wrong tickets it is so frustrating and sad.

But luckily we got new tickets for today... woohoo.. maxine said that avatar was awesome --- so looking forward to see it today and lyk my sister said we'll be wearing glasses over glasses caz its 3 dimensional ...(o) (o) <--- those will be my eyes...hehe

Will tell you guys about the movie later

and btw me and my sis were bored in the car so we came out with stupid random stuff yesterday... well.. commment yea caz we wudnt know how silly we are then :D

ellen?

Haha I saw this advertisement on tv today...Ellen said ' I'm am the next american idol .....judge' omg I was so shock never thought that she would be a judge for american idol but yea i think she would be a great judge anyways... looking forward the new season and cant wait for so you think you can dance finale ---hope twitch wins or katee the look so perfect together and they kissed too hehehehhe

OK now to get it over with you

if you think that just because you are older than me and you can do things freely you're wrong; if you think you are the one that can make decisions only you are wrong and if you think you can get away with it ...you're wrong! I want to make decisions by my own to you know and just because i have to respect you doesnt mean that you can do things without my permission. You can go tell everything to her and the next day I will get force into doing something I dont want to. And you have a brain so use it if you dont want to do it why let others hold your responsiblity, I have to always cope with you while you can go act your puppy dog eyes to please others. And when I ask for something you just tell them that I dont need it and when I tell them you say its a different matter and then you hero will some lecturing me about virtues and discipline ?

If you want to hurt me just say so alright? If you want to make me invisible to you just say so alright? that way I dont have to go through hell everyday. Oh ! you help me at times and I do nothing? What about I helping you to get your books and everything and when I ask for a tissue you complain about laziness? Who do you think you are. A genius? King the first ? Principle? I dont think so ... So go live your own miserable life without destroying mine. I have a purpose in life too you know.

And to the respected high and mighty xxx

You might have the power to do things sometimes but this time you are definitely crossing the boundaries. So you better watch that mouth of yours and use your brain if you have one and process whether it is the right thing to do before hurting someone's feelings. You have done this many times to many people so just back off and live your own separate life cause there are people which I care about going through hell . So please be more caution about your actions and smile. It helps you feel better than frowning and whining.

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living with you is hard ;

living without is harder.

loves~ jj-fresh

if only you would stop ignoring me and look through that crowded aisle

see a penny pick it up; all day long u'll get good luck

Today was so much better than the 3 days before...first day of school was just horrible.

And we learnt about the phantom of the opera today. There is actually a lake under the opera house cause by a broken pipe. Can you believe that a broken pipe causing a underground lake but sad thing is we cant visit the lake oh sad :( however if you are brave enough you can just go visit the 17 deep dark tunnels under there... heheh watch you back. And i'm nnot much of a pro for blogging then her caz she's a supreme pro so I'm just gonna talk general.

And i can finally catch a coin :D well tht is if someone throws it haha . well it depends some time i catch it sometimes i dont.

and to some impatient person

its just a matter of time before i get use to it so stop whining and keep your pipeholes shut and dont cause any trouble. So bear with it or just leave.

CCa was kinda fun today :D but the form 2's didnt get to be separated into groups yet..

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I used to be love drunk

but i might be now

Dead

This blog is as dead as a log . I haven been updating this blog for months and its time to take action

AND wow i survived the third day of school tomorow is the forth -badluck in chinese :P and second day was just crap. We discovered someone with a lazer mouth someone that hurts someone without feeling anything at all. Crap it is man -CRAP

There are like so many new teachers and sri nobel has to more land so they create classes from classes which means they cut off life 4 feet of the class and turn in into another class and 4 Gold has to study in the science lab, pity. And miss mala will be taking over art for 2Gold devastated I am well I'm still gonna join art club and continue mural painting. Hehe. Its turn out to be a crappy 2010 and everything is falling out of places especially when there are the ' Newbies'. SOMEone likes insulting people and will not apologize after being told tht he was wrong and continue acting like a jerk the following day. how HEROIC ! puew!

And 17 students fell ill on the second day of school and well of course the school is taking it very seriously. Pity rhonda had really high fever and was shivering badly. BE better soon. And miss marien aint our class teacher anymore she's our sejarah and english teacer o.o

sejarah???

Nicholas said that she was gonna have a weird indina accent when she speacks bm but she's really good 0.0

and this is a very weird post its like a synopsis or summary or review or wtv u call a short post:D

so ...i hope imran gets his computer without changing classes. caz there's no more sense of humour in the class anymore especailly after teng wei and joe kong left school

its so sad

however teng wei came to visit us today!! :D and he gave dom a present i think

the chocolates tasted good

ILOVEYOUGUYS....not to mention that we all miss you and hope we get to see each other more often

To: joe kong i need your humour in ur class the so called 'second joekong ' is freakin stupid and he asks unreasonable questions . He is most probably gonna get a good one from teacher one day

oh wells i wish you the best in your new school

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without dreams there is no reality

and did you know lemons tastes good?

~jj-fresh