ellen?

Haha I saw this advertisement on tv today...Ellen said ' I'm am the next american idol .....judge' omg I was so shock never thought that she would be a judge for american idol but yea i think she would be a great judge anyways... looking forward the new season and cant wait for so you think you can dance finale ---hope twitch wins or katee the look so perfect together and they kissed too hehehehhe

OK now to get it over with you

if you think that just because you are older than me and you can do things freely you're wrong; if you think you are the one that can make decisions only you are wrong and if you think you can get away with it ...you're wrong! I want to make decisions by my own to you know and just because i have to respect you doesnt mean that you can do things without my permission. You can go tell everything to her and the next day I will get force into doing something I dont want to. And you have a brain so use it if you dont want to do it why let others hold your responsiblity, I have to always cope with you while you can go act your puppy dog eyes to please others. And when I ask for something you just tell them that I dont need it and when I tell them you say its a different matter and then you hero will some lecturing me about virtues and discipline ?

If you want to hurt me just say so alright? If you want to make me invisible to you just say so alright? that way I dont have to go through hell everyday. Oh ! you help me at times and I do nothing? What about I helping you to get your books and everything and when I ask for a tissue you complain about laziness? Who do you think you are. A genius? King the first ? Principle? I dont think so ... So go live your own miserable life without destroying mine. I have a purpose in life too you know.

And to the respected high and mighty xxx

You might have the power to do things sometimes but this time you are definitely crossing the boundaries. So you better watch that mouth of yours and use your brain if you have one and process whether it is the right thing to do before hurting someone's feelings. You have done this many times to many people so just back off and live your own separate life cause there are people which I care about going through hell . So please be more caution about your actions and smile. It helps you feel better than frowning and whining.

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living with you is hard ;

living without is harder.

loves~ jj-fresh

if only you would stop ignoring me and look through that crowded aisle